Death is such a complicated thing (i should have used a better word but i can't at this instant) Some people are afraid to die, some want to die, and of course no one wants there loved ones to die. I recently watched this video ( I shouldn't be so impacted by it but I am) and this young woman's boyfriend died from diabetes. It got me thinking that your loved ones are going to die and it's a really morbid thought but it's so incredibly true.

I fight on a daily basis with my sister and my brothers and my parents when instead of fighting i should be loving not hating. I should really cherish all the moments I can with my family. All of the times I hung out with my mom and all the times I've laughed when hanging out with my siblings, because eventually they'll be gone. And there is nothing I can do about it.